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| it has been some days haven't typed anything in here.....
well, i don't want to think about work....
i have to stop counting the date.......
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| I cried on thur. because so stressed......so stressed......so stressed.....
don't know what to do.....
i keep telling myself..."it's just business".....
it's not working this time....
hai.....i really don't want to work for this boss becasue she said she doesn't trust me....
i try to be nearly perfect but it's just impossible....
i start knowing my co-worker,
they are not trustful either....
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| long time no type xanga at school la.....haha
today at work, two investigators from XX General Dept are here...
no body knows what are they after.....
all the people in the building are so nervous...
anyway, i have talked to my boss a little bit this AM,
she told me what's her worries and i was trying to listen.
well, after talking to her....all of the sudden, i feel myself have to start burning again...
"why give up so fast here?"
"it is such a challenge..."
I don't want to give up here.....Yet....
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| today, someone reminds me that:
"一係唔做, 決定左就要堅持到最後!" | | |
| he will be back tomor ntie....
part of my soul, i want him back....
for the other part......I am not sure
say we are trying to work out one more time
dont know if he realize the problem
not only is he not "physically" here, but also not mentally supporting......
in the past, i spent too much time on understanding other's motivation
and i was supressing too much to an extent that i can't take
from now on, i decided, I will try expressing my emotion however, he seems.......he doesn't understand
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